Never knew that losing my Beijing weight and fat would be so hard. I thought it would be as easy as going back to my diet from pre-Beijing, plus Manila weather, and my natural metabolism. But it’s just not working that way. Honestly, I really hate exercises like running and the like, but this body that’s not going back to its natural weight is just annoying the heck out of me. A lot of people have said I’ve gotten thinner than when I first arrived, but it’s not enough. The weighing scale is not showing me good results, and seeing all that fat that I never had before…it makes me want to cry.
I got to try harder. Crunches aren’t enough. Come on Christa, work it.